Hey there lovelys

It's been a while since I posted.  I have been praying a lot lately.  There are so many spiritual battles that we face everyday and we run from them like cowards.  We have the biggest most powerful weapon of all and that is the Holy Spirit.    Even then some people just give up the fight.  Then there is the battle of being a witness to all who see you.  We are human...we will makes mistakes but so many people just give up and think of themselves as failures.  You can't be a failure with Christ.  Why would He die on the cross for a failure?  He loves us...a deep passionate love.  I really encourage you all to take your position as a Christian seriously.  We are here for a purpose.  We are more than conquerors with Christ.  We can do anything.  Dont' give up.

Anyway, sorry to get off on that, but I have been thinking it for a while.  I just recently cut my own hair.  It got too long so I just ranomly cut it and then layered it with a razor.  It's in my new profile pix.  I also...just yesterday...hurt my shoulder really bad.  I was serving at the end of practice and I had a weird toss so I twisted my arm to hit it and all of a sudden my arm made this horrible snapping cracking popping noise.  I went home and only told one person...my friend Alexa.  Then I went to bed...got up the next morning and couldn't move my arm up.  Told mom and she took me to the doctor.  The doctor said that I sprained the rotor cuff muscle in my shoulder.  That's the muscle that allows you to move your shoulder and move your arm up and such.  Now I have to wear a sling for who knows how long and I'm out for the rest of vball season.  I'm bummed about that, but I guess I'll get over it.  I would be ok with it...but it's really painful.  I'll live though.  Anyway, I hope you all are having an awsome week.  I love all of you.  God Bless.

ok...just to let the people know who talk to me on IM.   my computer has issues so like i have to do all this weird stuff to be able to talk on it so like if you have a new s/n or something please let me know cause like it wont let me take messages from people.  its just stupid....when i get MY computer up with internet it will be different...but thats the way it is right now. you can email me too at living_4_Christ24@yahoo.com

now for the real update. 

im extremely excited bout school.  i have a couple friends and such so i think its going to awsome!  plus my school has all like high tech equipment...its great!  my little cousins are a bit irritating...they always want me to play a game with them....now most of you know i love little kids.  but they wont leave me alone...so its starting to get very hard for me.  my aunt took my grandma to the doctor today so i took my 3 year old cousin on a walk.  she can be a monster but she is also really cute.  so she sees a dandelion (sp?) and she makes me stop...then she says "i have to make a wish.....dandelion, dadelion,  i wish that mommy will come back"  it was so cute!  then we played that we were stuck in quick sand...so you can just imagine me hopping on the road with a 3 year old....yeah it was weird  lol  well...i hope you all have a good time with the rest of your week.  God bless!  Romans 8:28

and congratulations to the junior high girls volleyball team for winning their first game!!!!  love you guys like crazy and i wish i could be there with you!

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wow...no comments....i no you guys are in school and all but if you would comment me....right now im missing you like crazy and it would really make me happy   love ya guys

im back from camping!  it was awsome!  we did so much.  it got really annoying cause my 3 little cousins were always whining or crying or screaming bout something....so i went down to the lake like all the time and sat on the dock.  it was so much fun.  i just sat there and the ducks would swim around.  the lake was beautiful.  i layed out and got an awsome tan.  we went swiming some and we went a whole day out in a boat on another lake and went to Tioga Point.  i layed in the boat and taned most of the day...it was awsome.  i also met this little kid that had his campsite right by the lake.  he would come down and sit with me...i got to know his mom.  they live in syracuse (about 28 miles from cortland) and she told me that if we ended up moving there to email her (she gave me her email) so i could babysit her son for her!  i thought that was awsome!  well...many things happened but i know people dont like reading long entrys so im gonna stop now.  love you all and i hope the rest of your summer goes great!!  Romans 8:28

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i forgot to ask prayer for my cousin (well second cousin) jacob.  he is a mormon...he really doesnt believe mormon stuff though.  he believes that whatever people believe that is what is going to happen to them.  i think he just tells himself that to comfort himself.  we had a really long talk on thursday night bout it.  i cried when i got back to the campsite.  he and i are really close.  like we havent spoken since last year but we picked it up as if we have known each other all our lives.  its one of those family conection things.  my mom and his dad (they are cousins) were like that too.  and now me and jacob are like that.  my mom and his dad still hang out like mom had never moved away from NY.  i love jacob to death and i really want him to be secure in his beliefs.  please pray for him.  please pray that God would give me the wisdom and strength to help him.